Artemis

I'm baaaack!

Why the title?

First of all I'm really not into archery I just love Artemis the Greek Goddess of Hunting. It started way back I'm-not-sure-when when I watched an Olympus' episode about Artemis and her love for this guy Orion but in the end killed him herself. I thought it was so tragic but true and sincere. Since then my love for Artemis never left and also add Katniss who looks so cool with her bow and arrows. And Miya from Mobile Legends. Lol. It fascinates me a lot seeing girls aiming a target and Arghh they look hot!

Okay I'm back to blogging. I kinda miss writing nonsense stuff, well for me it is my own kind of "Dear Diary" without a pen and paper to write on. It helps me too in relieving stress so am so so sooo back. I just hope that I will write more often now or whenever I'm stressed out or needed a way out of my emotions which I feel most of the time lately. 

Saving Bottle (DIY)

Made my first ever do it yourself saving bottle.

I just use empty mineral bottle, tssues, cutter and packaging tape. Hopefully I could open it before Christmas or my birthday hohoho.

Why I love Christian Grey (first ever note on facebook)

Was browsing facebook when suddenly I saw this See memories of a friend and checked mine.

This note was published 2012 when the book got famous for its plot and darkness.

I wrote this when I was still gaga over Mr. Grey and yep I did watch the movie version.

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Yahooooo! I'm inlove! OMG!

To whom? Christian Grey! And I'm certain you'd like to know who Mr. Grey is. Well, months ago, a friend recommended this novel, a best seller to read on called Fifty Shades of Grey. And I got hooked eventually. Who wouldn't be anyway. I sooo freakin' adore Grey's family. They're just so lovable I don't know why. JEEz I'm rambling.

He, Christian Grey is not the usual knight in shining armor kind, though he always save Anastasia from unneccessary events but still not your ordinary guy. He wanted rough in a more sadistic way. He's dark period. A fifty shades of f*cked up man. Yes it's absolutely an adult book. *insert parental guidance here*

Lemme share what Wikipedia has to say. "Fifty Shades of Grey is a 2011 erotic novel by British author E. L. James . Set largely in Seattle, it is the first instalment in a trilogy that traces the deepening relationship between a college graduate Anastasia Steele, and a young business magnate, Christian Grey. It is notable for its explicitly erotic scenes featuring elements of sexual practices involving bondage/discipline, dominance/submission, and sadism/masochism ( BDSM )." (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fifty_Shades_of_Grey)

Guilty as charged! I'm done with the three *blush*. I love how each character grows in every page of the story. How they become at the end. And more importantly how much love they have shown. I bet you can tell how much time/sleepless nights I gave with the trilogy (#thefunofbeingjobless).

There are two(2) lessons that got me thinking and agreed upon with the book :

1. You are willing to change or adjust so the woman you love won't leave you. It is for the best anyway ;

2. Past is past. Lets leave it all behind. All that matter is today and the future that's ahead on us. We have mistakes, did unfavorable things but still that doesn't mean we need to stay as what we were. Dark past may lead to light if we just wanted to.

Whoa! I sounded cheesy up there.
Moreso, there are still lots of reason why Fifty Shades is superb for me. The exchanging emails, the smirks, the Audi R8 which I've searched, sooo cool btw, blackberry, Mac, photographs, Kate, Ray, Mia, Mrs Robinson and so on. Oh and the "sexy" scenes! That moment when reading/wide eyes/mouth open/shocked/whew feeling can be all present at the same time. Perv! Wahaha!

I need to stop this right? Or people might think I've become insane. Lol. Laters baby.

PS. I love Christian but I don't think meeting someone like him is an advantage. I'll be positively insane by then. For real. Why? Just read Fifty Shades of Grey.

Being nice...

We struggle being kind. There are times being nice and kind is not the solution to every situation. I've read some time ago a qoute like "being nice sometimes meant weakness for others" I do believe people nowadays confuse kindess to being weak.

I tried to be kind and nice all the time. When you want to live by "Kill them with kindness" but failed to do more often than not. We are after all human bound to make mistakes in different aspects in our lives.

In my honest opinion if one is unkind towards a person, it is perfectly fine. Okay in a sense there must be a reason and not just becoming rude. We can be not-so-nice  whenever we wanted to given in a distasteful situation in different scenarios of life. Life is beautiful, but not blissful most people believe it to be. It is not perfect. This chaotic world need kind people yes but be brave enough to utter your voice, say and act what you want without hesitation of becoming unkind — with justiable reasons of course.

I am rude sometimes, disrespectful to some, far from kindness I thought I would be. But rest assured I meant every word I say, I act the way I act because that's what my heart is feeling — no filter.

All I'm saying is that do not pretend to be goody goody just for the heck of it.

It is always a case to case thing. Do not be mean just to be mean. That's something you must not do with people. Atleast for me I know you shouldn't.

I thought of Pink's Fuckin Perfect while posting this. 

Where are you?

Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
You I always pled
Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Wipe the tears I shed
Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Let's share coffee and bread
Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
To tell the book I’ve read
Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Off to some places our feet may lead
Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sandwich for you with a spread
Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Come tonight and sleep in bed
Where are you?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
A life with you til we’re dead
Where are you?

This is a poem I wrote months ago. Being single sometimes will make you feel alone wishing you have someone who looks after you — making you happy. Well we can never get what we want, you just gotta believe in God's perfect timing.

I always wonder where is my other half? That soulmate I always think and ask if I get to meet in this lifetime or the next after.

Hey! Where are you? Are you in a relationship or we're on the same page looking for each other? I'm just here waiting for you to sweep off my feet hahaha! Sometimes I do wonder if I've already met you or going to meet for the next few days.

You know i'll promise you forever, that I will be next to you for the rest of our lives blah blah blah till death do us part.

Wahhhh feels like this post is an open letter to that one special guy I'm going to marry. Yes please I'd like to get married someday.

Ramyun! Kimchi!

Not into spicy food but I really couldn't resist eating these two spicy food originally from Korea.

These two are best to eat during rainy days and you would not feel the coldness the weather brings.

                             

Loving can hurt...

Love does not guarantee a happy ending. Sadly sometimes no matter how deep the love you have for a person there's a chance you might not end up together. Love has different stories to tell some are good and  some are bad. It doesn't mean he/she is right for you he/she will be.

I recently watched Me Before You, a movie based on a novel published written by Jojo Moyes. I could say it is one of the movies that you will weep and give you heavy feeling after watching it — not a happily ever after.

The movie is making me think about love in a different perspective. It is scary to be loved and lost it in an instant. Sometimes I wonder if loving someone is worth the pain, the risk of you getting broken if it doesn't end well. Yes it is a gamble but in this life full of uncertainty will you let yourself feel miserably because of it? It's a good question most people surely will say yes but for some whose doubtful might say 'I don't know'. Things aren't easy just because you fall inlove, not a paradise we thought it could be when we were just teens. You'll invest your all with a mind hoping for a forever. That's not the case at times.

Love can be overrated. It can ruined a person. It can shattered a person's life. It can break the strong and teach the fragiles. But like Louisa to Will love is still the best feeling, can change you to become a better person, to learn new possible strengths about yourself you never know of and can give your face the happiest smiles, memories that you can take even if fate will not favors you.